Single

I hate being single. When I became single (about 3 years ago) I loved it. But now it is too much from the lonely sexless nights. I am completely miserable, grumpy and moody.
I hate myself for being like this. I hate the fact that everybody around me knows that I am single, and I am actually not happy about it. They keep on telling me stuff, like “you are so sensitive”, “you getting angry so easily” “you seriously need a boyfriend”. F*** off! I know it exactly!
Somebody pissed me off yesterday big time. Flatmate Nr.2. She was absolutely super-grumpy in the whole afternoon. Than she had her weekly sex portion, and everything was fine. Until this point it is normal isn’t it? I mean I am fine with others having fun, and other have what I can not have. But I am not fine if they are telling me off. Oh… Let me explain. So…She was grumpy like hell, than she had sex. Than I haven’t been grumpy but really tired, and said something, I don’t remember what. It was nothing important, nothing moody. Maybe I didn’t like something. And she started with the “oh…you are sooooo sensitive” show. I hate this. I was fucking not sensitive or moody. But probably if I would have been after some nice bed-gym I would have been less tired, and more smiley. I hope you can see my point. She was the one who we could not talk 2 hours before, and now she is telling me off for a smaller stuff. Pissing me off.
Seriously I am completely fine with the fact that I am a single until somebody is not reminding me, that this is actually a bad thing. I need a cuddle, I need a kiss, and I need a good sex to relax my nerves. I need someone who I can go out for dinner or concerts or just hang out and watch telly. I need simple stuff. I don’t want the world. I want simply falling in love. And I really need people to leave me alone with this “oh you poor single, sexless girl” stuff!